my God-mother

Last night I dreamed about my Godmother. It's been a few year since we last talked/met. In fact, there was a misunderstanding/issue going on between us. But honestly, I have a very little idea of what made it so.. we had not really talked since then..
In my dream, I put all efforts to talk to her and unexpectedly, she said that she thought I was the one making a gap between us and she was afraid to come to me and talk. -_-". After that, I was so relieved that nothing actually made her angry or whatsoever to me..
But in fact, I still think there was something that made her disappointed with me and therefore, she MADE that gap... And I am too afraid to start asking about it..

Deeply in my heart, I miss her.. even more, she's my God-mother, although she's a year younger than me..Just wish her all the best and I pray that she may walk faithfully in God throughout her life journey..